My current situation now?
Sucks~ Alot!!
Mr “T”:
Remember? The day that I got so sad coz of him?
Yeah that day~
it’s been 2 weeks since we've met! And I don't think he wants to see me ever again~
well! Let’s begin the topic here shall we?

For starters, He went out with her first!
This is an obvious sign that he still loves her.
And for heaven’s sake, the sight of love is so prominent. I mean, just look at his Friendster.
(Let me emphasize that I’m not a signage idiot)
He still refuses to let go.
I don’t want to be the 3rd party.
I don’t want to be her replacement.
And don’t keep me empty promises!
The one you really truly love is her, all along!
So I simply took the giant leap to get away from you before this situation gets more complicated.
I swore to myself, never to cry (again) for boys who are fickle and allows sweet memories of the past haunt him in the present.
Think about the future dude!
Being nostalgic does not get things done unless you’re in a retro run-way~
*Get some plastic bangles and huge hoop ear rings!*

*I bless you for your future grievances! *
Mr “Y”:
Thanks to you! I am afraid to move on!
I don’t love you anymore! But somehow I do!
But you’ve been so bitchy these few days, who cares?!
You scold me!
You lecture me!
But you care for me!
But you love me!
Urgh~ why do I even include you here?
Simply because you have impacted my life with life itself~

Mr “J”:
I’m so sorry for the->:W
But, anyway, it’s not that I accept you or anything.
You have all great qualities and values that a perfect boyfriend should have.
You are carefree, spontaneous, amiable and warm.
I would be happy to be yours. However, I can’t risk it to hurt you.
My head is in such a muddle right now.
It will be so freaking unfair to you.
A nicer way of saying this would be, I am just not ready.
You are so sweet, so caring, and so original.
I can’t bring myself to taint your pure nature.
I’m sorry.
In conclusion, I know I’ve lost a good man.

Mr “on-9-cum-rl-dear”:
I’ve never met you. How do you expect me to love you?
I’m caught in the ambiguous situation of whether to follow my heart or my curiosity.
Curiosity is the main reason I’ve accepted this relationship.
I want to know what it is like to love such a man.
Man of the age 28 with a 3 year old tantrum accompanied with 40 year old worries and 13 year old rules~
ok.
To begin with, 28 -> the age gap? “Oh my God, Don’t worry about it honey, I’m just a DECADE hotter than you” ~~ I’m afraid that problems will arise due to our generation gap.
Not to mention, we youngsters are more hip and we studied democracy, u people still in the Jihad era~ (joking!)

The tantrum-> I would be so afraid to make mistakes. You made it a challenge for me to try to be yours. Bring it on! Though I am scared, I still persist!!! I think all I ever want to do is to try to control the temper! Lol. Ok- This proves that I am so not ready to settle down!

Rules!! Dude!! Give it up on the rules part. I am not a future housewife! The only time I will be a housewife is that if I am actually a secret police agent; u know~ like the show Mr and Mrs Smith!
Anyway, just to clarify that-> I would never ever- abide by such ridiculous rules.
You know the ones like: Cannot go out with other guys.
What do you want me to say?
“Darling, miraculously my best friend is ah gua? Is it alright if I go out with him or her (whatever)?”
I will never sacrifice my friends to salvage for my relationship!
I can love you unconditionally, but, dude~ chill man... y’all go get some alcoholic drinks and stuff~