Sunday, July 06, 2008
Cant Confide in Anyone..
I cant tell anyone ....
i feel so tainted..
weary..
stale...
To you.
i am an object
My purpose..
to give u pleasure..
My existance..
whenever u're lonely
My maintainance...(menses)
U forsake me for a week
Am i ur property?
Am i a person?
I bring u pleasure?
Am i a sex toy OR am i a Slut..?
Coz i know..
I dun earn a place in ur Heart
=)
Posted at Sunday, July 06, 2008 by
+Kristal+
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Tuesday, July 01, 2008
Yeah..Im not the most Urmm.. Chaste person in the world..
But then again, who is?
Firstly, God forgive me For sins that i've committed recently.
[infedality]
I didn't mean to be a home wrecker..I didn't mean to cut in..
Im so sorry, God..
I didn't mean to intrude, i didnt mean to..
i found myself sinking slowly in this trench...
I have to get away..
I know what is right..but my heart wants to do what is wrong..
God..Enlighten me...
Lit up the path for me..
And i shall walk alone..
I feel that it is starting again..
God, im afraid..
But i cant say..
God im frightened..
but i cant say..
God im confused
but i cant say...
To put up a facade is the best for me now..
until the path is clear for me to walk again..
God...The great sins that i've committed...
Are they worth it...
Are they helping them..
What am i doing? ..im lost myself..
Lastly, i am not being selfish..
But.. God, do i deserve this treatment?
Can i ask for more..
Can i ask for just a lil more..
Posted at Tuesday, July 01, 2008 by
+Kristal+
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Monday, June 30, 2008
Hey Losers out there..
Ever felt that u are constantly being repressed by other people..
And u continously find urself being torn between two very different worlds..
What u really wanna be and what u are forced to become..
This applies to all couples...
i mean c'mon peole..
GEt a Freaking life out there...
What is the point of repressing ur spouse ...
is there still a relationship to hold on to?
Honestly, men/women who repress their partners are nth more than
Lonely Bloody slobs with no life and are afraid that their partners who realise their flaws and leave them..They do not even have the ounce of courge to improve their personality and do not ven have that dash of courage to get pass everyday with out thinking that their loved ones would leave them for a better person..
LEt me PLS beg those with these kinda control freak as a partner in a relationship..
i beg of u ...to use them then throw them away in the worst possible method..
dispose of them like how u would dispose Faggots...
Stop being a Mere LEech and sucking to ur partners' freedom..Ass-fags...
ARGHHH
just so pissed...
i dunno why~~..
Posted at Monday, June 30, 2008 by
+Kristal+
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Thursday, June 26, 2008
AH KUN is back..
~~ finally
i miss him ..
like whatever riteT.T
ok la..ah kun back= jokes are back too
lol
he is like the portable sunlight that we can pocket in..
(ya rite)
My current situation~
Since so many ppl sms me about it..
i blog it better..
save my $$
-like most people know..am i? or not?
-i ain't too sure myself
-watever..
1 sentence that i can describe it all
im cheap, a moronic person, a stupid girl, a pure b-iatch, 4-sided blur-block..
im stuck in such an ambiguous situation..
Like wateva rite?~
Last Words~~
The pale world that was covered with beautiful fluffy clouds...
Got tainted with the sky, colour of crimson red, that affects the whole image of the pure white clouds..
(am i still pure?)
[[refer to thomas hardy's explanation]]
Posted at Thursday, June 26, 2008 by
+Kristal+
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Friday, June 13, 2008
"Therapy"-beating ur wifes. MEN read this..
Eh what the hell la..
Ok..
lets look at this issue from MY most MODERN POINT OF VIEW
in the recent years, men and women are so-called equally..
Women are allowed to join the army..
men are allowed to stay at home and act sissy
Who cares?
But which Freaking person would beat a wife just because she is so called "disobedient" to her husband.
MEN!! Freaking men!! listen up!!
Firstly u marry a woman because she HAS flaws..She is not perfect..
BUT..u love her..
AND u want to care for her rite??
Our flaws Cause conflicts in the relationship
HOWEVER, flaws are what brought both men and women closer to their spouse.
Which Faggot Uncle.. i dun care if he is a holy priest or whateva..
Beats his wife....
And they use the Holy Book(Quran) as a REASON to beat their wifes?
U know what?
Let compare pirates code and this section of Quran..
PLS BURY THIS INTO UR MIND
THAT!!!--> They are more of guidelines than rules.ok??
What is up with this sick video?
the man says-> BEating a wife is therapy for muslim men?
BULLSHIT LA..
pls dun make this religion more shitty that it already is...
Further in the video..it was mentioned that
IT IS OK to beat ur wife if it doesnt cause any SERIOUS injuries..
This is getting hilarious..
lets apply this "therapy" to 2scenarios that im going to mention.
Scene 1:
Wife got fever. So she watching tv..Cannot cook.
Husband comes back from work..
"wife, im hungry. go cook food now"
"hubby,im sick. can u take over for today?"
"what the fuck"
"Pls hubby let me rest a bit longer? my head's killing me"
"Oh my Farking God. how dare u defy me"
**Beats up the wife**
~so we assume the wife and husband both therapy hao liao..so she not sick after kena beaten..so she go cook~
Scene 2:
Wife is tired from a Day-out..maybe work or girls-outing..etc
At night~~
"laopo, im feeling horny tonight"
Wife-> "ZzzZzzz"
"Tmd!! ccb!! nb!!! wake up la..i wanna fuck u "
"okie..the hole's there anyway..fark me while im sleeping"
"SEDUCE ME !!! NOW NOW!! Thats an order.. be obedient"
wife-> seduce half way the fall asleep
"Bitch!! Hw dare u defy my orders"
**Beats up the wife**
-she is now wide awake, crying and trying her best to do her job-
(sick husband...go masturbate la..ZZ)
T.T.. It is pretty damn obvious that beatings like this are super childish.
evoke fear in their wifes.
This will definitely form a Berlin wall between the couple.
And by the end of the day. they realise that, they cannot communicate anymore..
So..Geez...correction tape are meant for u to delete stuffs rite?
Delete that toopid phrase can liao..
Everything settled..
MEn!!..u guys have Birds (o.o) act like u have them pls..
U dun need a book to teach u how to love ur wife...
if she loves u, she'll listen to u .. if u are logical and in the correct state of mind
U dun want ur wife to live in constant fear of u rite??
Bird-brainsT.T..
LASTLY~!!!.
To the man in the video:
No!! old man.. A man is not always right..
if he is the judge of the house..then the rest of the family is the jury...
u need a fair judgement DUDE!!
No wonder u are so fat..
Posted at Friday, June 13, 2008 by
+Kristal+
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