I am sick with people telling me what the right decision is with everything~
i am sick of you losers out there..trying so hard each day to make a living yet put the blame on others.

Let me be frank for a moment!~

Firstly-
julian and yukai~
Both of u are equally as ugly
And have so much (bad) things in common
That-> no one is suprised u guys made the best buddies among each other!

In addition, u guys look so bad-
That, not only that both of u cannot make it, but ur friends around u get dumber as days pass by...
AND the reason is because they mix too much with DUMB FARKS like u !

SO-
Naturally, u should know, that both of u
Have NO RIGHTS to ask me to be ur girlfriend!!
And NO!!
i don't TAKE ORDERS from losers (neither do i to anyone else)
AND!!
Do not EXPECT me
to make a PUBLIC DECLARATION
stating that i am one of ur girlfriend!
i never was!! AND FARKING NEVER WIL BE.

In conclusion
To julian..
Get that cataracts of urs FIXED (get new EYES)
AND STARE AT THE 6-sided MAGNIFIED MIRROR!!
LOOK AT UR SELF CAREFULLY
BEFORE U FREAKING ASK ME
TO BE UR GURLFRIEND!!
And u know what?
-->STOP FLOODING MY INBOX!! I HAVE 130++ of UR FUCKING UNREAD MSGERS IN MY HANDPHONE<--

As a result,
pls critically comment on the PICTURE of julian below [[1 and a half pages ]]


Phew~ With that off my head-

NOW,
i don't know how i feel!
But i hope what i feel is not the feeling i want to feel!
i do not want to get hurt (yet again!~)

i can't sleep because of this!~
I think think think..Yet i think again!
Have i fallen for u ?
am i falling for u ?

BUT
i know...
it is not a practical decision..
Then again,
i question myself.
What is?!

My head wants me to
Stop Thinking of you
Forget u
Eradicate Your Existance in my Life

My heart wants me to
Think of you
Lock you in
Maybe even Love u
be my Pillar of support
Be my man..
And Keep me Secure in ur arms
[[Ain't that what Every girl wants?!]]

TMD-
I'm so damn moody now LAH~~
Suffering from a Fever
Clad with Problems [[fan naoT.T]]
Humped by insomnia~

i want to Rest!
I do!
But i can't close my eyes!
Because im afraid!Frightened! Frozen!
i am just unsure!!
i guess
whatever..

Cant Confide in Anyone..
I cant tell anyone ....

i feel so tainted..
weary..
stale...

To you.
i am an object

My purpose..
to give u pleasure..

My existance..
whenever u're lonely

My maintainance...(menses)
U forsake me for a week


Am i ur property?

Am i a person?

I bring u pleasure?

Am i a sex toy OR am i a Slut..?
Coz i know..
I dun earn a place in ur Heart
=)

Hey Losers out there..

Ever felt that u are constantly being repressed by other people..

And u continously find urself being torn between two very different worlds..

What u really wanna be and what u are forced to become..

This applies to all couples...

i mean c'mon peole..

GEt a Freaking life out there...

What is the point of repressing ur spouse ...

is there still a relationship to hold on to?

Honestly, men/women who repress their partners are nth more than

Lonely Bloody slobs with no life and are afraid that their partners who realise their flaws and leave them..They do not even have the ounce of courge to improve their personality and do not ven have that dash of courage to get pass everyday with out thinking that their loved ones would leave them for a better person..

LEt me PLS beg those with these kinda control freak as a partner in a relationship..
i beg of u ...to use them then throw them away in the worst possible method..
dispose of them like how u would dispose Faggots...

Stop being a Mere LEech and sucking to ur partners' freedom..Ass-fags...

ARGHHH
just so pissed...
i dunno why~~..